Hello to my big weekly update.. i have a lot to say.. where to even start...


My life is none other then a dream come true.. Im living the life, and everyday Im having soo much fun. I never thought I would like Western, but I honestly love it.. Im staying for second semester, and nobody helped me, i did it by myself.

There are SO many interesting and sweet people out there. I randomly go up to people in my classes and on my bus rides, and at work, and just talk to them. Im not scared anymore. Im so proud of myself. I've been hanging out with SOO many new people, and meeting SOO many, its amazing.

Ive become extremely close with my suitemate kelsey. <3 i love her free spirit and her dedication to accomplish her goals. Her birthday is coming, and im excited. Me & stefanie have been hanging out alot more which makes me happy because i almost didnt room with her, but now, i cant imagine rooming with anyone else..

I'm also becoming close with these girls (Christina, Stephanie, Alyssa, and Lindsey). Were all really fun and easy going and partying with them is very fun also :] ahahah. Also, me and eric have been going places with this couple Alex & bre, and its fun, because i love double dating.

So, me & eric got into a huge arguement, the worst one yet, and he said he wanted to talk to me in person, so we get together 2am when i got off work. He says "In the year and 2 months we've been dating i've NEVER thought about taking a break from you until today". I started balling. I know everything is my fault. Mr. Mclane said the hardest part is realization and thats what i needed to do. I never cared if I hurt Erics feelings because i have the mind set of hes never going to breeak up with me, so I took advantage and I always was mad at him for doing other things that didnt involve me. I never realized how it actually hurt him until last night. We didnt take a break, because he doesnt want that, and either do I. HE just wanted me to see what life would be like without him, and i dont even want to imagine that. Im glad everything is better with us. I know things will just keep getting better.

With another realization, ive come to think that i have a problem.. the fear of being alone or something. I cant just sit in my room by myself. i always have to be occupied.  idk, nobody understands, and i also have the symtoms of bipolar, and personality disorder, so im kinda scared, im thinking of seeing a doctor..

This past weekend was the first weekend i went out Thurs, Fri, and Sat..

Thurs- Me, Kelsey, Kendra, and Sara went to Mikes & Als apartment, it was really fun, we just played beer pong, and drank, it was really fun until i got a little sick and um yeahh, we had to call eric to take care of me and he wasnt to happy hehehehe. Hes the best <3

Friday- Woke up from eric yelling at the computer because it was taking so long to register. IT took us like 5 hours to be done registering. I like my schedule. Im taking.. Alg2, physical fitness, english1050, human anatomy/biology +lab, and pyschology :] i have a couple friends in ym classes so yayay im excited.. I went to the mall with rob & eric, it was fun with them. Im glad rob & eric are rooming next year, and im glad i have a close guy friend. I like to ask him for advice. I bought Erics mom her christmas present, and i bought my mom her christmas present :D:D Friday night I went to Sigep with Eric, Alex, Bre, Molly, & Nicole, and it was soo fun :D:D. I like erics fraternity and meeting them. I dominate beer pong

Saturday- Woke up lateeeee, hockey game was later, I went with Eric, Alex, Bre, MIke, and rob decided not to come, but wow this game was intense. We ddnt eve get seats but snuck in anywyas hahaha. I was SOO into the game, wow, lol. After I got ready and kelseys hockey crush called her and me & her went to the Hockey party, WOW, it was ALL of the hockey players.. It was soo sweet meeting all of the guys. I felt ike it was vip i swear. My hair looked really cute, and so did I (i usually dont think i look good). This girl from my math class was there, Chrissy, so i hung out with her for a while and i liked her alot :] This was by far the funnest weekend of Western yet.. I just feel like theres so much to do and i cant be at everything.

Im writing a 6 page paper right now.. hahah...

Im excited for :
THIS WEEKEND :D:D
- then home! i cant wait to see everyone.. im already so busy!
++ SENIOR CHOICE AWARDS!!
-visitng my brother :]
-christmas shopping with my sister

i like my present from merissa hehehhe

i really need to kep writing..
ill write another time..

i want to update daily but its hard